Friday, May 21, 2010

Lesson Learned

I Remember When You Asked Me To Listen To This Song, Cause You Couldn't Put Into Words How You Were Feeling
But I Was Too Busy Doing My Own Thing. No Cheating Or Doing Anything Behind Your Back. But Just Neglecting You
We Were More Than Just A Couple, We Were Best Friends. We Went Through Hell Together And Were Still Standing
Yet I Just Let Everything Fade Away. I Let More Than Just A Good Woman Go. But A Even Better Friend.
Although I'm Over It And I've Moved On, I Promised If I Ever Got A Girl That Was How You Were, Loyal, Genuine, Honest That I'd Do Her Right
And I If I Ever Had To Publicly Apologize For Anything, I Just Want To Apologize For Neglecting You, And Not Just Hearing You
I Needed Us Not To Be Together, To Learn How To Appreciate A Real Woman, I Am Forever Grateful For Learning That From You
You Taught Me So Much About Myself, You Exposed Me To My Own Flaws, So That When I Find My Special One I Can Do Things Right
And I Know Were On Good Terms And Were Still Friends, But I Just Realized I Never Formally Apologized To You
I Just Gave It All Up Without Caring One Bit. But Sitting Back, Its All Clear Now. I'm Sorry For Every Tear I Put You Through
All The Sleepless Nights I Caused. No One Should Ever Be Put Through Any Of That So For That I'm Also Sorry
You Showed Me Things No One Else Cared Enough To. You Did It Out Of Love,
I Wish I Could Go Back And Change It All Just So You Could Not Be Hurt, Not Still Be With You, Just Take Back The Foolish Things I Did
My Grandma Used To Teach Me How To Be A Man, And How To Treat A Lady, Then After She Died I Felt I Lost My Way
Then You Came Along And Showed Me Everything, You Stuck With Me Through ALL The Stupid Shit I Put You Through
There Will Never Be Any Amount Of Words I Can Say To Apologize, To Thank You For Everything You've Done
When We Finally Called It Quits I Became Cold And Heartless, And Took It Out On Other Females For What I Fucked Up With You
All You Ever Asked For Were The Little Things, But I Neglected You So Much I Even Bother Doing Those Things
I Deserve All The Karma That I've Been Through, It's Exactly What I Get, But Now That The Slate Has Been Wiped Clean In My Life
I'm Going To Make Sure I Treat This Next Lady In My Life Right, Honest, Loyal, Faithful, Not Neglect Her
Once Again Thank You And I'm Sorry. Wish You The Best
Ex-Factor - Lauryn Hill , That Was The Song You Wanted Me To Listen To.
You Left It As The Song On Your Myspace, Along With All The Pictures Of Us And All Of Good Moments
When I Look And Still See It. It Serves As A Scar, In The War Called Love. It Shows What Will Happen If I Don't Better Myself
If I Don't Change My Ways. I Was Truly A Boy, And You Needed A Man. But I Have Grown To Become The Man I Am
I'm Not A Man Because Of My Age, I Am Because I'm Able To Learn From My Mistakes And Grow And Mature From Them
A Real Man Knows When He Is Wrong, And Instead Of Making Excuses He Fixes What Needs To Be Fixed
I Let Myself Down With All I've Been. Because This Isn't Me. This Isn't Who I Am. I Know Better, Yet I Still Just Have Acted As If I Didn't
You Said One Day I'd Realize, And Today Is That Day. And I Want The Whole World To Know I'm Not Perfect
I Want The Whole World To See How Immature I Was, But Also What I've Become
I Just Want To Tell Anyone Out There That Has Someone Good. Please Hold On To Them
And If You Lose Them And/Or It's Too Late , Don't Go Blaming It On Everyone Else After, Learn From It And Move On