Never Can Say Goodbye

Life Is Funny. I've Had People Around Me Pass Away, And Have Gone To Visit Their Grave Since. But The Most Importand Person I've Ever Had In My Life, I Haven't Visited Once Since She's Died. I Guess Cause I Don't Wanna Face The Fact That She Really Is Gone.It's Been Years, And Not Once Have I Gone. I Remember The Day I Came Home And Saw This Look On My Moms Face That I'll Never Forget. I Saw Hurt , Pain, And Fear In Her Eyes . Hurt, Cause Anytime Someone You Love Dies It's Hard To Accept. Pain, Of Knowing She Would Never See Her Again. Fear, Of Knowing That She'd Have To Tell Me When I Got Home. There Is Nothing That I Ever Have Or Ever Will Go Through, That'd Hurt More Than When My Mom Sat Me Down And Told Me She Was Gone. I Was In Disbelief Because The Doctors Had Just Said She Was Fine And Talking And Joking. My Dad Had Just Been To Visit Her. He Didn't Even Make It Home Before He Got The Call That She Was Gone. After She Died. I Truly Felt Alone In This World. I Became Someone Else. I Felt I Like I Had Nothin Else To Live For. I'd Do 100 Life Sentences, If She Were Able To Come Back, And Visit Me Everyday While Doing Em. I'll Never Love Anyone The Way That I Love Her. Love Isn't Even The Right World To Use. That Was My Teacher, My Buddy, My Pal, My Bestfriend. I Would Have Done Anything For Her. I'd Give Anything To Look In Her Eyes, Tell Her I Love Her, And Give Her A Hug. It Hurts Because I Never Got To Tell The Person I Loved The Most In This World, That I Loved Her. That's Why I Keep Myself Distant So Much I Guess. I'm Never Truly Open With Anyone, Cause The Only Person I Was Like That With Is Gone. It Seems Like The Person We Love And Care About The Most, Are Always The Ones That Leave. Whether It's Not By Choice, Or Voluntarily. It Seems Like The Person We Love And Care About The Most, Are Always The Ones That Leave. Whether It's Not By Choice, Or Voluntarily. I Would Trade Anything In This World, For One More Laugh With Her. I'm Sorry For All The Things I Blamed On You Not Being Around As The Reason. Sorry For All The Wise Things You Taught Me But I Couldn't Do. I Know You Don't Agree With A Lot That I've Done Since You've Been Gone. But I Had To Find My Own Way.I've Had To Teach Myself How To Be A Man. I'll Always Keep Your Words Of Wisdom In The Back Of My Mind. Whenever I Feel Like Giving Up, Your The Only Reason I Keep Trying.If You Love Somebody, Let Them Know You Love Them Ever Chance You Get, Cause If You Don't, It Might Be Something You'll Forever Regret. I Never Really Got To Tell You One Last Time. But I Love You. I Always Will. Til We Meet Again...